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Journal entry April 28, 2024. 4 Pillars of anchoring 5th dimension heart center. Get out of your head.

  Journal of Martin Jacobs a.k.a. Noah Wolf April 28, 2024 May the energy of White Galactic Dog help me to integrate all of my experiences with love and feel grateful for my abundant life I am guided by the power of Magic Well, here we are. April 28, 2024. I don’t feel like talking much today. Just wanted to list my 4 foundations for anchoring in the 5 th dimension to start your day. 1.      Bring your awareness from the mind and center your awareness into your solar plexus. The center of our being, and the seat of your soul. 2.      Focus on your breathing to slow it down until you get into a nice slow rhythm. 3.      Bring awareness to the crosspoint that exists here as your zero-point field where time and space meet and create your infinite now moment. Everyone has their own infinite moment that at times interacts with other people and their infinite moments. However, most people do not operate from this ...

Journal entry for 04/26 Creativity

  Journal of Martin Jacobs a.k.a. Noah Wolf April 26, 2024 May the energy of Yellow Rhythmic Star help me to restore balance by using my imagination and creativity daily to create a colorful life I am guided by the power of Creativity My guide reinforces my own energy Creativity I think creativity is a fitting word for today. I had an Epiphone this morning which I shared online with Madison Vetter. I like her as she seems to get the idea of an inner dwelling God very well. Maybe too well in fact. Everything was fine until this morning her video went on quite a bit about releasing everything that doesn’t serve you and that I need to do all this painful inner work, which I’ve already done. Maybe I shouldn’t be listening. Perhaps it’s all for others. We’ll see as I plan to spend the weekend away from social media. It is the one addiction out of all of them put together that has caused the greatest harm, while also having provided the most knowledge. I turned in my keys o...

Pattern recognition watching the office..

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Right now, I'm practicing my gifts on the office because I'm pretty much in a cage at the moment. So, yesterday I asked if Phyllis was a witch because of who she landed as a husband. It just stuck out to me. On today's episode, Phyllis picks Karen to be her partner going on sales calls. So instead, she takes her for a makeover, and she ends up looking awful. Then, on the car ride back she just happened to mention how she didn't think Pam would EVER get over Jim, which was quite a bit more serious than what she had heard so far. This of course led to their breakup after a few weeks of fighting and clearing the way for Pam and Jim to be together. Now, I just have to watch out for her to ensure Jim doesn't get the job at corporate. I think it just came to me. I remember Jim opening his notepad and finding something in there about Pam during the interview, but it never shows who put it there. So, my intuition said, is Phyllis a witch, and that's where we are so far....

Secrets of the Essenes

When I found this link recently, it brought me full circle to what was in the letter my grandfather left my dying mother when I was 12. I received a mind message to find the letter my grandfather left in 2010. In the letter, he spoke of Edgar Cayce and of consciousness being all there is. It’s been 10 years, and that event is explained in the first post at the bottom of my space. I’d like to reverse it, if there’s a way to put the oldest at the top. I didn’t know about the Essenes or the dead sea scrolls prior to this. I had no idea Jesus was a hippie and lived on the outskirts of society. I feel like I know him intimately now. Rejected by family and community to the point that they kill your desire to continue.

The Quest

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In the fall 2010, I was sitting in the new addition to the house with my ex having a rather deep conversation. I had recently tried Adderall and around the same time finished the book “Driven to Distraction” about ADHD. I remember crying for hours after reading that book. Tears of Joy in having finally seen my experiences described so vividly by another. So, in the following weeks I was quite literally lost in this newfound depth to my thoughts and emotions. We are sitting there talking, my fiancĂ© and I, I remember being very relaxed with my feet up on the desk. We were talking about my mother who passed when I was 12, and how close she was to her father and how they used to pick up the phone at the same time, dial, and just be talking with no rings occurring on either side. I started talking about the  unconditional love  a mother has for a child and how that had been missing from my life for a very long time. At that moment, I saw a light flash in the sky. I installed specia...