Journal entry for 04/26 Creativity

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 Journal of Martin Jacobs a.k.a. Noah Wolf

April 26, 2024

May the energy of Yellow Rhythmic Star help me to restore balance by using my imagination and creativity daily to create a colorful life

I am guided by the power of Creativity

My guide reinforces my own energy

Creativity

I think creativity is a fitting word for today. I had an Epiphone this morning which I shared online with Madison Vetter. I like her as she seems to get the idea of an inner dwelling God very well. Maybe too well in fact. Everything was fine until this morning her video went on quite a bit about releasing everything that doesn’t serve you and that I need to do all this painful inner work, which I’ve already done. Maybe I shouldn’t be listening. Perhaps it’s all for others. We’ll see as I plan to spend the weekend away from social media. It is the one addiction out of all of them put together that has caused the greatest harm, while also having provided the most knowledge.

I turned in my keys on 4/24/24. Then I had such an awesome day on the 25th. Of course, social media was all a blaze with good vibes. Then I masturbated. The one that most often gives me the ultimatums popped up immediately, acting all upset that after all the work I’ve done I’d throw it away by displeasing God in this way. Oh boy, do I love when they play God.

It’s obvious they are trying to create a system where everyone is online and they know all your business. They will claim Jesus is back passing judgement. When you do good you get rewarded, kind of like how magically all these tarot readers all got recruited at the same time and are making gobs of money. So, if you stray, things will get bad, via their network which is vast and spans the globe and has a very sophisticated quantum AI technology backing. Oh yeah, lots and lots of gullible flying monkeys.

 

I’ve often suspected that the real white hats were waiting for someone (the lamb who appeared to be slain). In doing so, they still have so much limiting religious belief systems engrained in their heads like sin. So, they decide how this God sent person should act and look. So, let’s say I’m a candidate and they see my gifts are many. They see that I use them so incredibly sparingly. They see I’ve done my inner work and rid myself of things that no longer serve me. They want me in “their” secret society of course. However, this one little habit of mine could jeopardize their entire image. Image of course being a 3d dynamic, yet they are quite concerned about it.

So, like yesterday, I was inundated with good fortune and pleasantries everywhere. I went to pharmacy and walked out with my meds not but 3 minutes later. I scored 3 cupcakes, two cups of coffee, cheese it’s and pop tarts, and quite a nice supply of soaps, toilet paper, etc. Online was all great, and everyone seemed ready for the next chapter. But the writing was on the wall. Don’t do it, one video said. I knew what they were talking about.

Rolled some pennies and got a preroll. Saw some synchronicities while I was there. Had a pleasant evening and then I enjoyed myself. Too much enjoyment it seems as the one B.. was there ready to chastise and say it’s holding me back from this next chapter. Honey, I’ve already been to heaven. The only reason on still here in hell with you is to help get some others out. I could care less about your mf’in initiation or next level. Just go on without me. Bye, see ya.

So, fuck them. Fuck all of them. So I just happened to coincide my abstinence with 3 days before the full moon and three days after. Then I was released to the spirit world. Now, next time I think I should start my own ritual of the first 3 days focused on the form of what I want to create, while the second three days on the animating of the thing I’m trying to create. I’m already a pretty good timeline shifter (manifester) as far as I can tell.

So, that’s it for today. Social media sucks. I shaved my head and I’ll be focused on my personal 3d situation for a while. It’s time again. Fuck that virtual 5d hell they got going. I guess it’s called engagement farming or something like that.

I’ll get the article..

Elon Musk plans to ban engagement farming on X. What does this mean for the platform? (yahoo.com)

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