YouTube video from 2014 on Martinism and is extremely relevant to my journey!

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 [Talk Gnosis] An Introduction to Martinism

This link is a video created in 2014 about the subject of Martinism. 

The following is a quote from the video which includes an interview of Bishop Martin Jacobs.

"Martinism is a type of esoteric Christianity that is very compatible with Gnosticism. In fact, many modern Gnostics include Martinism as part of their spiritual work. Bishop Martin Jacobs joins the Bishops to tell us about this enigmatic system and the groups that practice it".

Martin Jacobs also happens to be my birth name. As things stand, I believe I was the victim of satanic ritual abuse or Mkultra. Some say Gottlieb was successful in destroying the existing mind but couldn't find a way to replace it.

If I was part of this program, they did much damage to my 3d left brain. I suspect they did not know that I was unique in that I was a right brained male person, which I equate to 5d and our spiritual side.

This is all documented well in my blog on "The Matrix Decoded"!

I consider myself a late dx Autistic. I also dissociate when triggered in certain ways. In my opinion, when I am triggered by a perceived threat, my awareness or consciousness goes full left brain, which was damaged through intentional torture.

The reason for the video is that at first, the guest speaker, Martin Jacobs, speaks eloquently enough to give a good explanation of what Martinism is and how it relates to Gnosticism. However, at minute mark 11:50 they put up a technical difficulties screen as they claim to have lost contact with Bishop Martin Jacobs. A few seconds later the following picture shows up. This is not what Bishop Martin Jacobs looks like. I didn't catch it when snipping, but this picture also has the name Marttin Jacobs under it. IMHO, both of the persons depicted as Martin Jacobs in this video are supposed to be depictions of me. The one who can speak well and explain things represents me when I'm not dissociated, while the technical difficulties represent the process of dissociating, and finally that picture is meant to represent me when I had been triggered. I admit, it used to be much more severe than it is now, but I've done a ton of shadow work. I found this in 2015, and quite frankly, it used to piss me off, like they were mocking me. Now I see it very clearly as a confirmation to what I have now come to know as true about my life. I just recalled it's existence and thought it should be shared,

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