My response to a video about "Thunder Perfect Mind"!

I just had to comment on this one. I find no fear at all when faced with the I AM, and I AM Not at the same time question. In fact, it fits perfectly into a blog I wrote after 15 years of personal experience both internal and external called "The Matrix Decoded. In this blog I examine the potential dualistic nature of our very beings being both masculine (left brain 3d) and feminine (right brain 5d). I explore the idea that this was at one time common knowledge, but it was conflated with the introduction of Gender, as we see in the 7th principle of truth as written in the Kybalion by the three initiates. However, to answer the primary question of how I can be and not be at the same time. The division of our brain hints at the answer. In today's world most people now have a dominant brain hemisphere due to the introduction of Gender into our physiology of being one or the other, when in reality we are all a combination of material and spiritual energies. What I discovered in my own practice is that there is a third state of our awareness, which is found when we have come into alignment with our dual nature. When we find that center apace, we open the third eye and our awareness falls from the 3rd and 5th dimensions of mind, into the 4th dimension of heart centered awareness. The 4th dimension I see as the eternal now moment. It is who we are at our core and when in alignment allows our awareness or consciousness to flow freely between the 3rd and 5th dimensional natures of materialism and spirituality.

I had my Kundalini awakening in 2010 and was left with an instruction from TMH to find a box my grandfather left. That story can also be found in my blog under the title "The Quest. I just recently found a video on the writings of Mary Magdeline, and it matches my theories to a T. The timing feels like they are using my findings or perhaps they didn't put this information out there until I had found them on my own. My intuition tells me that finding this heart center space which is in the solar plexus opens one up to a higher dimension of knowledge most refer to as Christ consciousness. Some might call it divine consciousness. I can also tell you that I am 59 now and suffered since birth in an attempt to keep me from making these discoveries. From ritual abuse to narcissistic relationships to gang stalking, I lost all family and friends and have been in isolation for almost 10 years now. I will link the relevant blog entries at the end. One in particular Gnostics might find most interesting is a video I found in 2014 about Martinism, which is a gnostic philosophy still followed today. This video seems to be mocking me or perhaps were giving me a confirmation about my early ritual abuse. I will let the viewer be the judge. I will list them in order for best understanding. https://noahwolflegend.blogspot.com/2024/03/the-quest-in-fall-2010-i-was-sitting-in.html https://noahwolflegend.blogspot.com/2025/05/the-matrix-decoded.html https://noahwolflegend.blogspot.com/2025/06/proposed-solution-to-3d-matrix-problem.html https://noahwolflegend.blogspot.com/2025/07/youtube-video-from-2014-on-martinism.html I just recently remembered the video from 2014, and the timing is perfect. In that video they have a guest named Martin Jacobs (also my name). However, at the 11:50 mark a screen shows technical difficulties and martin disappears. Then a picture shows up that is not of the Martin that is speaking. I suffer from ADHD and Autism and when over stimulated I dissociate, and I go into a mere shell of my normal self. I believe the whole video is meant to be a metaphor for the dissociation (technical difficulty) and the change that occurs during, until I finally snap back to my normal self. This lines up perfectly with other theories I have but rarely discuss about how Empaths and Narcissists were created through ritual abuse. If you want to go way down my rabbit hole you will find something else that may be a confirmation. In the 90's I was in a rock band, and we made a cd. I played drums and produced the cd, but the guitar player wrote the lyrics. We opened for Foghat in 97 but in 2000 I transferred to Florida and left the band. However, in my journey I came to a point where I noticed something unusual about all the songs, they all seemed to be prophecy of my spiritual journey. Starting with Bitten by the Wolf, I took on the pen name of Noah Wolf in 2015 unrelated. Songs like Dark Night and Secret of the Stone speak for themselves. Holders of the Cross is about a white hat secret society. Then we get to my personal favorite song on the album, but its relevance has alluded me until a recent video I will link below, and now this one, and others about the Thunder Perfect Mind. That song is titled God of Thunder! I will also link the lyrics below. I'll come back and add the link to the other video when I find it but here are the lyrics to God of Thunder! Btw, I am a seer and can read people with keen accuracy. FWIW. God of Thunder They came from the thunder They came from the sky They came to praise the God Live or Die When the lightning strikes Don’t look away, don’t run and hide He’s on your side (chorus) He’s the God of Thunder He knows your sin He sees tomorrow He sees the end He’s the God of Thunder Yes he is From out of the darkness and into the light He fights against evil and fights for his life No one could stop him No one would dare To hell with the madness Let life be fair (chorus) (lead) They came from the thunder They came from the sky They came to praise the God Live or Die When the lightning strikes Don’t look away, don’t run and hide He’s on your side