Journal Entry from May 22,2024

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Journal of Martin Jacobs a.k.a. Noah Wolf

May 22, 2024

May the energy of White Rhythmic Wizard help me to restore balance by bringing more magic into my life and in the world around me

I am guided by the power of Magic

My guide reinforces my own energy

Today is the first day I ever remember feeling myself shift from dissociation back to normal. It’s usually the other way around. It happened when I was reading the oracle above. I’m thinking about finding my story about the night of 12/21/2012. A huge synchronicity occurred when a tree fell from my neighbor’s front yard and landed on my truck and the house, also hitting the electric line coming in and took the power out.

For those that don’t know, the world was supposed to end, based on the Mayan calendar reaching its end. It wasn’t really the ending of anything, except a cycle that occurs I think, every 26,000 years. We are supposed to be entering the age of Aquarius. It’s just another piece of the puzzle that has become extremely relevant to me.

I guess I don’t need the article. It’s the timing of it that has stuck with me and the reason I ended up studying the Mayans and the continued use of their 260-day cycle, which matches how long a pregnancy lasts. It’s all related to creation cycles, creation power, and the rhythm of the Universe. A lot of what I learned about the Universe and spirituality has a strong foundation in these ancient civilizations. The synchronicities with nature are the best ones.

This oracle is right though. Way too much time in low vibe 3d. It must be too much social media. I prefer the singing and dancing around the house me, that I haven’t seen in a while. I’ll try to keep my blog updated daily, so I can keep my head where it belongs. In my body.

 

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