Journal Entry from 5/13/2024

 

Journal of Martin Jacobs a.k.a. Noah Wolf

May 13, 2024

May the energy of Red Planetary Serpent help me to manifest a life with passion as I plan based on my instincts and act upon my gut-feelings

I am guided by the power of Adventure

Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later. I had to leave TikTok after finally sufficiently seeing the big picture, and how they seem to have mastered the ability to easily grab one’s attention with what seems to be the assistance of AI behind its algorithm. I could tell for a long time that they appeared to have access to what seems like a database of a targets lifetime of information.

What I recently noticed what the pattern of gaslighting they were incorporating. It starts out in the form of love bombing in a sense. They get you all hyped up about your theories and all the tests you passed, and all the abundance coming in. They seemed to know me better than I knew myself, and they in fact did. So, the pattern starts out with the hype up.

Now there is no pause between the hype up, and the drop. The drop comes immediately after the hype up, and in my case could include either TikTok, or local people associated with the larger group involved. I’m focusing on TT, even though YT was also involved, just without the whole machine behind it. Much less sophisticated.

After six years of Narcissistic abuse in my past, these patterns seemed to match exactly with the way my ex was abusing me. What follows the negative attacks, once I am sufficiently dissociated and return about dazed and confused would be along period of neutrality. By the start if this period, in the case with my ex, I may have already been conditioned to come back and apologize, wanting that sense of neutrality to return.

Then, of course, begins a slow build up of getting back into things, and showing some normal emotion, and then another huge hype up period. Then again, the immediate drop. I’m convinced now that my ex was simply the warmup, and that the plan all along was for social media to take over repeating this cycle, keeping us from gaining any traction of stability. The other thing they do with a pretty much constant flow, is keep us looking in the past, by repeating the harm that was done, as if in support, but it’s really to keep it in your mind. Then they keep you focused on the future as well, especially within the dynamic of twin-flame or soul mate dynamic.

The people that they prey on are very lonely and desperate to be loved. This is a very effective way of keeping them in areas of low vibration. This is all done on a personal level, while of course we are inundated with all the crazy stuff that’s going on in the world too also, keep us in that future of fear mode. It’s starting to feel like this has been the long-range plan for a very long time. Everybody wants to go fight each other, rather than realize where the real enemy is, which is held firmly in your left hand.

We go to the phones to get our sense of community and connection, most not realizing that continuing in that manner, is the exact reason why you keep having these cycles, and they seem to be getting worse. It’s the moth to a flame metaphor. We know, yet we just can’t seem to stop. TT right now, is the adversaries biggest weapon. It remains to be seen how complicit the creators are. It's certainly conceivable that all they need is a huge number of videos on the topics of interest in both negative and positive viewpoints.

However, in my case, they seemed unbelievably accurate, and there was a handful of people that were absolutely targeting me specifically.  They knew things about my past I didn’t. They knew exactly what was going on at workday today, in perfect detail. As if they were there witnessing it, and knew the actors in a personal way, as if associated in some way. I can feel the negative energy pouring in, being the first Monday after I made the announcement to leave them.

It's going to be a difficult separation for me because I danced in the energy for many years, going back to around 2009 or so. I Learned a lot on my journey, but nothing more pervasively negative and dangerous as the one I’m describing here. It’s all been connected and part of the plan.

Imagine a new world, in which we all finally get to know the truth about esoteric ancient truths, and with it a flood of relief, from the pull back of the negative fear mongering. Thinking it’s the new social knowledge bringing the peace. Except, they do throw in some caveats about certain behaviors that God finds unacceptable. So having this secret system in place, when someone strays from the allotted path, they get hit with “bad karma” instantly. And on the other side, the ones most obedient to the new way will get hit with abundance seemingly out of know where. Of course, it’s nothing of the sort. It’s just their massive network of people, currently known as Gang Stalkers, along with the network spread throughout all our administrative offices across the country.

I’m not giving up on the sense I’ve had for a long time, that the white hats are out there doing their thing to ensure that this master plan, never gets off the ground. That’s why I’m speaking out today. Trust me, God called me in 2010, and this has become my Autistic special interest, and when an Autistic person gets a special intertest, it creates a special kind of motivation that others would never understand.

(obviously I didn't leave TikTok at that time, as I have just recently quit using it and it's 07/02/25)