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Creative story I wrote in 2011 (my first) telling a story of lost connection with TMH! A Prophecy of my Prophecy!

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  07/26/2024 Something channeled in 2011 after my kundalini awakening! I would make some adjustments now as I’ve had so many experiences since then. One is, I would change the moment of change would be the explosion of the 5 th planet if true. The other is colonialism, meaning they all got wiped out. Of course, they could both be true. This was my first attempt at creative writing based on truth. I’m reposting it because it seems that the new truth coming out is very much in synch with the ideas below. Keep in mind this was not mainstream even 5 years ago!   Well, happy new year everybody, for those that follow the Mayan calendar! Yesterday was what they refer to as “The day out of time”. It helps create a calendar that is synced with the cosmic cycles. I got into the Mayans after a tree fell on my house and truck at exactly 12 midnight on 12/12/21. I figured that had to be a sign! They have an interesting 260-day cycle of time that coincides with the amount of time f...
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Research Proposal I wrote while pursuing my Masters

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                Effects of Clinically Provided Guided Meditation on Anxiety and Depression Severity Martin A. Jacobs Kaplan University   Abstract   The purpose of this document is to propose research in the area of cognitive mindfulness with the intention of exploring the potential benefits towards anxiety and depression, when guided meditation is utilized in a clinical therapeutic setting similar to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). The facilitator will be a licensed psychologist who has also received the proposed program of guided meditation and completed a competency test. Participants will include current clients of the facilitator in addition to new clients that will be selected from the local area. Participants will be split into two primary groups consisting of moderate to extensive meditative practice experience and a second group having little to no meditative practice experience. This will create a...
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My response to a video about "Thunder Perfect Mind"!

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I just had to comment on this one. I find no fear at all when faced with the I AM, and I AM Not at the same time question. In fact, it fits perfectly into a blog I wrote after 15 years of personal experience both internal and external called "The Matrix Decoded. In this blog I examine the potential dualistic nature of our very beings being both masculine (left brain 3d) and feminine (right brain 5d). I explore the idea that this was at one time common knowledge, but it was conflated with the introduction of Gender, as we see in the 7th principle of truth as written in the Kybalion by the three initiates. However, to answer the primary question of how I can be and not be at the same time. The division of our brain hints at the answer. In today's world most people now have a dominant brain hemisphere due to the introduction of Gender into our physiology of being one or the other, when in reality we are all a combination of material and spiritual energies. What I discovered in m...
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YouTube video from 2014 on Martinism and is extremely relevant to my journey!

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  [Talk Gnosis] An Introduction to Martinism This link is a video created in 2014 about the subject of Martinism.  The following is a quote from the video which includes an interview of Bishop Martin Jacobs. "Martinism is a type of esoteric Christianity that is very compatible with Gnosticism. In fact, many modern Gnostics include Martinism as part of their spiritual work. Bishop Martin Jacobs joins the Bishops to tell us about this enigmatic system and the groups that practice it". Martin Jacobs also happens to be my birth name. As things stand, I believe I was the victim of satanic ritual abuse or Mkultra. Some say Gottlieb was successful in destroying the existing mind but couldn't find a way to replace it. If I was part of this program, they did much damage to my 3d left brain. I suspect they did not know that I was unique in that I was a right brained male person, which I equate to 5d and our spiritual side. This is all documented well in my blog on "The Matrix ...
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Final Blog Post

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Final Blog on my Spiritual Journey What I intend to write about is what I suspect happened to me as a very small child, that created the very triggers that cause me to go into fight/flight, or as some now call it, over stimulation. This is what I believe the Nurses on my Unit were doing to me intentionally, after I had spoken to my co-worker about them. I believe I was the victim of what is called Satanic Ritual Abuse as a very small child. It's called ritual because it has intended results from specific types of abuse. Mine was to instill fear in me of many different types. There isn't a phobia I didn't have, but my worst symptom was of course Social Anxiety. There wasn't a day I spent in school or at work, where I didn't go into fight/flight. What I believe happens when I go into fight/flight, and how it ties into my Matrix theory, is that my mind would react to the threat by going full left brain (3d), because that where the perceived threats always came from ...
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Lyrics to Ship That Never Returns by OMT

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  Ship That Never Returns There's a cold wind blowing from across the sea It's the heaven, for you and me Sacred flame turns cold to the touch And it's heading, towards you and me There's no reason for running This life we have to learn Come sail away with me on a Ship that never returns Feel the waves crashing As we sail through the night In mindless passion Two lost souls will Unite Long be our journey Come what may, we'll pay the price Quest for adventure, cloaked in darkness You'll think twice There's no reason for running This life we have to learn Come sail away with me on a Ship that never returns It's an endless ocean What we call life, yours and mine Hear the sound, see the colors Taste the light We'll live forever, be immortal Reign supreme So, take my hand, don't ever look back It's destiny There's no reason for running This life we have to learn Come sail away with me on a Ship that never returns Feel the waves crashing As we ...
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Proposed solution to the 3d Matrix problem of 3d masculine vs 5d feminine

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  "My first idea as to a new name for the 7th Principle of Truth found in the Kybalion by The Three Initiates is, "The Principle of Multiple Dimensions"! See how that feels after reading the blog.   I see a tremendous issue in front of us as we explore how we might solve the problem I have presented in my blog titled "The Matrix Decoded", in which I explore the problem created in the 7th principle of truth presented in the Kybalion by The Three Initiates. In the blog, I explain the issues created when the principle was related to Gender at some point in the past. It's my contention that doing that, created a great problem for our society, in that the entire collective bought in to the fact the male was equivalent to masculine energies, and females were equated to feminine energies. This created a division between the sexes that was never intended. The problem is so engrained that I now see many females catching on to what happened and taking things to the o...
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