Final Blog Post
Final Blog on my Spiritual Journey What I intend to write about is what I suspect happened to me as a very small child, that created the very triggers that cause me to go into fight/flight, or as some now call it, over stimulation. This is what I believe the Nurses on my Unit were doing to me intentionally, after I had spoken to my co-worker about them. I believe I was the victim of what is called Satanic Ritual Abuse as a very small child. It's called ritual because it has intended results from specific types of abuse. Mine was to instill fear in me of many different types. There isn't a phobia I didn't have, but my worst symptom was of course Social Anxiety. There wasn't a day I spent in school or at work, where I didn't go into fight/flight. What I believe happens when I go into fight/flight, and how it ties into my Matrix theory, is that my mind would react to the threat by going full left brain (3d), because that where the perceived threats always came from ...