The Spirit of Psychology

When I found this link recently, it brought me full circle to what was in the letter my grandfather left my dying mother when I was 12. I received a mind message to find the letter my grandfather left in 2010. In the letter, he spoke of Edgar Cayce and of consciousness being all there is. It’s been 10 years, and that event is explained in the first post at the bottom of my space. I’d like to reverse it, if there’s a way to put the oldest at the top. I didn’t know about the Essenes or the dead sea scrolls prior to this. I had no idea Jesus was a hippie and lived on the outskirts of society. I feel like I know him intimately now. Rejected by family and community to the point that they kill your desire to continue.

In the fall 2010, I was sitting in the new addition to the house with my ex having a rather deep conversation. I had recently tried Adderall and around the same time finished the book “Driven to Distraction” about ADHD. I remember crying for hours after reading that book. Tears of Joy in having finally seen my experiences described so vividly by another. So, in the following weeks I was quite literally lost in this newfound depth to my thoughts and emotions. We are sitting there talking, my fiancé and I, I remember being very relaxed with my feet up on the desk. We were talking about my mother who passed when I was 12, and how close she was to her father and how they used to pick up the phone at the same time, dial, and just be talking with no rings occurring on either side. I started talking about the  unconditional love  a mother has for a child and how that had been missing from my life for a very long time. At that moment, I saw a light flash in the sky. I installed specia...